Omg Something AMAZING happened yesterday:)

It has been amazing these past few days! I actually told Mattie that I liked him last night and he said he liked me too and he has never had a gf b4 but he is mega picky but I am not someone he would reject more than likely. I fit some of his things...I mean he def fits all of mine and he is a good christian guy and he is super adorable so I know that he would be good for me and me for him. After ICYC, I felt more like that strong christian girl and I love being in this mood. God has helped me alot this week. He has helped me cope with things but I mean honestly I am glad I told him. Now I hope we work things out between us. I mean he is amazing. I love how he smiles as much as I do. I love how he loves God like I do and I am glad he is like my friend! Its is amazing how this all worked out. God is so amazing and Great! I wish I would have seen this one coming because I didn't and then it clicked in my mind that I actually liked him and every other guy doesnt matter because I am actually falling for Matthias Phillips:) It is so weird how that happened to us. I dont understand love sometimes but this is the best feeling ever and we arent even dating. It is great! I know he is shy and very picky but I am so ok with that. He just has that something you know? So anyway It has been a odd week...ICYC changed my out look on things...like drama and depression. I hate drama and it isnt even worth it ya know? Depression isnt just something older people get but you also can put yourself in that state of mind if you dont try to be happy....that would suck right I mean I actually enjoy laughing and having a good time so dweling on things like that would make you sad...:(

Ugh! You need updated!

Wow so I havent been on in a long time guys and I am super sorry for those of you who actually have started to follow or read. So this "amazing guy" I was dating dumped me at semi formal(school dance) and wont talk to me now at all. I get a "ih" but thats about it and he said he "loved me like a sister." How retarded is that? I understand that maybe he does but why did he wait it out so long? That only caused me more pain than I would have had if he would have told me sooner you know? Anyway I am officially single and it is a weird feeling to have. I did have an awesome weekend though. Shelby invited me to hang with her and the guys and we went to the movies and hung out at Jared's house. It was pretty awesome! We lit alot of things on fire and just messed around with it like we played tennis with the tennis balls on fire. We also lit toilet paper on fire and kicked it around the yard haha! It was a blast though. Those guys are like awesomely fun to be around and I honestly can say that I havent had that much fun in a long time except for when my bud zachey comes over...we naturally have a good time doing nothing lol!

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This is Hunter. He is such a goofball and he makes us all have a good time just being himself. He is my shoe buddy and he will always know the true power of purple forever<3

This was our fire tennis game haha! Shelby and I were awesome (actually we couldnt get the ball off the ground) enough said lol!

Poor Jared:( He should gain faster reflexes! Haha:)