Omg Something AMAZING happened yesterday:)

It has been amazing these past few days! I actually told Mattie that I liked him last night and he said he liked me too and he has never had a gf b4 but he is mega picky but I am not someone he would reject more than likely. I fit some of his things...I mean he def fits all of mine and he is a good christian guy and he is super adorable so I know that he would be good for me and me for him. After ICYC, I felt more like that strong christian girl and I love being in this mood. God has helped me alot this week. He has helped me cope with things but I mean honestly I am glad I told him. Now I hope we work things out between us. I mean he is amazing. I love how he smiles as much as I do. I love how he loves God like I do and I am glad he is like my friend! Its is amazing how this all worked out. God is so amazing and Great! I wish I would have seen this one coming because I didn't and then it clicked in my mind that I actually liked him and every other guy doesnt matter because I am actually falling for Matthias Phillips:) It is so weird how that happened to us. I dont understand love sometimes but this is the best feeling ever and we arent even dating. It is great! I know he is shy and very picky but I am so ok with that. He just has that something you know? So anyway It has been a odd week...ICYC changed my out look on things...like drama and depression. I hate drama and it isnt even worth it ya know? Depression isnt just something older people get but you also can put yourself in that state of mind if you dont try to be happy....that would suck right I mean I actually enjoy laughing and having a good time so dweling on things like that would make you sad...:(